How i wish i can reveal who i'm truly am to all the people around me. Am I afraid? I guess so. It's just that maybe I'm not ready. Yet. It's just so hard. Whenever I think about it, it makes me so mad. Well maybe one day, all things will came itself bit by bit. As for now, I have to be focus on myself. On what to do. I don't care responses. It's so cliche. Man.. do I in need to be fearless for now... agrhhhhhhh...
Friday was so lonely. To make it worst, the weather was cold. Brr. I don't mind the chill-ness but no company? haha. Nice weather to make love also. (evil laugh) haha. Cold afternoon with my cat. Just lazing around at my couch for a cool nap. Ah.. with my fave pillows, no wonder I can get so fast asleep. I get to hug and hug and hug. heha. Well nothing much to do. Comp has been a bore. bleah..
Tomorrow having concert at NP. My last performances. I wouldnt have much time to commit to a band. I'm so sick already. After tomorrow, I'm over with band. tired.
I'm waiting for payday. Fuck. it's like so long waiting for 1st pay. Yawn...
My bed waiting for me. Ah its gonna be a cold night. Bye guys.